hello people.. i know you guys and gals are missing me. that's why you're always visiting my blog to see what's happening with my life.. am I right? giggle.. well, life's been OKAY.. not to good and not to bad. for starters, school... i've been doing great so far..(i think) hehehe.. love it. WEIRD RIGHT TO READ THIS? but seriously, i think school is somehow fun now.. i've been LEARNING and STUDYING okay.. that's why i love it.. cause i know what and how to do the stuff that's been told/given by the teachers. you get the feeling of satisfaction after accomplishing something and getting it right. really love the feeling of it.. you should try it. do something that's complicated and hard and do it until you get it right.. =) totally good feeling. hehehe.. i know i'm crapping too much over 'school'. just can't help it. sorry. =/ okay okay moving on..
the love ones.. how to love a person? anyone mind sharing some advice with me? add me up on msn. hehehe.. i mean, we've done everything we could to make the other person happy.. one gave it all.. all out.. but still... somehow, it's not enough.. why? i'm so curious.. must one be appealing in order to get love in return? is that what 'love' really mean? you'll never know.. no one know what 'LOVE' really mean.. only God knows the meaning and he would be delighted to share it with you ONCE you step on HEAVEN's soil. =) I sure want to do that but just have to bare with it till my time comes.. so emo right? haha.. not emo lah.. just some thoughts that's been going through my mind.. i even dreamt about it too.. must really [her].. sian right me? -_-" anyways.. also, somehow.. finally.. i think.. my mom loves me.. i mean just now, she asked when my school holidays starts(March). all of a sudden? then i asked why.. she told me to 'shuddup'. hahaha.. then i just said my birthday right? then she say 'yaya' (<-- me and [her] fav word, how could she have stole it? hahaha) well, it seems that i'll be getting a present from her! woohoo! it's been 2 years since she gave me a birthday present.. last was a pair of pants and this street soccer shirt.. sort of cool. =) now seeing that she's going to buy me a present, i have to start thinking of a birthday present for her too.. i mean she say the budget of her present must be at least '$200' and above!!! LIKE WTH??!!! sighs.. it happens to be on the same day as mother's day..(i think) so i guess it's okay.. i'll be start finding a job and collect them cash or else i won't be able to get her the present and my stupid motorbike licence.. yeah.. licence..
actually wanted to take car first but it's sort of dumb.. okay, here's the thing.. if i take my car licence first.. what would I get? just the licence.. it's not like i have a car after getting it.. i'm not some 'rich bugger'..(wish i was though. loL!) if i take motor licence, i'll be able to buy a bike after that(heard they are quite cheap).. first job save up for a bike then quit then buy a bike and work as a 'rider'. good right? then i could save up cash from it and grab my car licence and if God wills, i'll be able to buy a car with the money i saved from the 'rider' job. good idea right? and my mom say it's a dumb idea.. she dislike me riding a motorbike.. not safe.. managed to 'convinced' her into letting me grab it which I did! Woo! =) i know (hopefully), i won't get into any accidents.. chilll lah ma. =P oh.. also, i need to save up some $$ to treat her 'SHOPPINGSPREE'. it's on me BABY! hahaha.. seriously, made a promise. winks2..
oh ya.. you guys should also watch this chinese drama, every monday to friday, 7 pm, on channel 8. '(The Beautiful Scent). Good drama.. i totally love the girl, 'Xiaotong'.. she has this cute smile which i find it cute and appealing.. hehehe. though she can't beat [her] smile. hahahaha go watch it kay! you could always share your thoughts about it with me on msn.. hehehe